Today was like the last three
Alarm clock ringing like a phone with bad news on the other end
Starting another day without a good morning text
No mid-afternoon call to solidify evening plans
No fights that leave me restless in the a.m.
Im sorry texts that lift the weight off my shoulders
After fights that kiss that feels like the first
Except we've had time to rehearse
And we both knew this day would come
parted by death do us
Or realization that love isn't enough
So the last fight, our final dress rehearsal
No make up kiss
Only goodbyes and painfully sweet memories
Alarm clock still ringing
Like a call with bad news on the other end
Starting another day with no neck kisses
No hope of laying on your chest while we daydream and pretend to watch the tv set
Once I press alarm off
Its on to another cold day.
I wish it would rain.